Not really a PP since this is a BIG thing but there's nowhere else to put it so here goes.
PP: Found out today that my most recent ex has been pregnant since May and is getting my child aborted Wednesday. This is my second real girlfriend and the second one to abort my child. Fuck My Life. I mean logically it makes sense. Neither of us can take care of a kid right now. I have no job or income at all so I couldn't raise it and she works all the time. Plus due to her large size her doctor said it could cause health problems if she had the kid. But none of those things make it hurt any less. I hate life right now and just wanna go lie in a corner forever.