...Please have the strength that I lack, and look onto my ignorant bullshit with an open and objective and non argumentative mind.
1. Im a little weirded out by the forwardness of most men. When they are attracted to me, and I'm attracted to them, they get all SUPER sexual and I'm kinda not there yet, and I feel fucking horrible for sending out mixed signals based on my situation being hard to explain.
2. I kinda got infected with the whole tumblr stigma of "OH I AM OFFENDED BECAUSE YOURE HAVING FUN BLAH BLAH QUIT BEING WHITE AND HETEROSEXUAL AND A PENIS HAVER AGHBLABHAGLBGHRRRR" I KNOW its silly, and I feel dumb about it.
3. Seriously. I fucking hate patriarchy. Every person I will ever meet knows something I do not, gender, race, religious standpoint, or any difference at all, having literally nothing to do with it. So why the fuck isnt society based on that ideology. Theres a LOT more than patriarchy I'm really mad at, but I'm NOT getting into it here. This is a forum about a really rad comic. Not a vessel for my malcontent with the world. That sounds amazingly hypocritical, but it is very much how i am feeling.
And yeah, back when I was on my pills, safeway would do the same thing to me. I mean, if I had any insight im sure I could understand why it takes them an hour to give me my meds, but I just kinda rolled with it. I mean, i gave them the note, they'd do their do and I'd go get a coffee with the mom n pops, life just kinda... diiid.
I always had the knowledge however, that theyd take some time to get my pills ready, because my mom n dad knew too. So I guess theres that. It DOES suck when youre in a huge hurry and you need to get your shit packed to go to LA the next morning and youre really anxious that you dont HAVE an hour in you after school schedule to wait around, you have shit to pack, but thats your own fault, Joey!!!
PP: Fuckin anxiety.