I admit that I feel lost and alone, and all of these other sad feelings. I feel adrift and I don't really know who I am anymore. And, the most social interaction with people outside of school I've had this week, is I'm reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix >.>
I admit I feel like an outsider at school because of the way I think about things, and mostly the fact I am just about (one other girl is like me in this sense) the only one who doesn't go out to parties and drinks. Mostly because I don't see the appeal and if I go and don't drink I hate talking to drunk people. I just feel alone with nobody to really talk to, and I dunno, I'm probably just rambling at this point.