Heeeeey?
I just wanted to let you know that I read everyone's posts since I stopped updating, and I'm terribly sorry for what happened. Which was essentially me abandoning you guys
My mind and my life's work was crumbling all around me, and I was frozen. I didn't know what to do. So I did nothing. But I didn't forget about you guys, you guys were on my mind almost every day.
During the year my only focus was really staying alive from day to day, my depression and anxiety had taken me to some pretty dark places. It felt like everything was being taken away from me. I didn't get any joy from art, games, or music anymore, which were my biggest passions, and the one component of what it was to be me. I spent a lot of the time sleeping, waiting for the days to pass, wondering why I was still around, it was horrible. And it's unfortunately still ongoing. I'll have bad days, sometimes bad weeks, but thankfully now I'm having good days and weeks. Medication and therapy have really helped and are continuing to do so.
Also this little guy has helped a lot --->
https://youtu.be/aTxk1BJdWd8 animal therapy! It's a thing!
I still don't know when the book2 thing will happen, we are planning on just doing a small run just for the people who ordered for the kick-starter, and that will be it for the merch side of things for TZH. If we can get a third party site thingo to handle merch we will probably go with that, but my mental state is far too shaky to deal with anything but the comic right now.
Thank you for sticking around even if all you got was radio silence, I'm blown away that people still hung around even after all this time.
Also thank you Outlaw for guarding this broken and crumbling fort like a wise old general or something, I really appreciate it.
Again I am so sorry for everything.
