Posted on 20150313
So I have some gastric issues? I am going to see a specialist to see whats going on with my tummy, I have been having really bad pains in my stomach, and I haven't really had an appetite all week!


Dateline - "Infatuation"

Shelley was one of the first followers of The Zombie Hunters comic. She was so supportive, and just super cool-- I would always look forward to her messages and comments. I would often write and draw the comic thinking about her "wow I can't wait to see what she thinks of this! This plot twist is going to throw her for a loop!"-- Shelley would ask questions about how to draw something--or things about writing a silly parody comic of TZH-- which I often wonder how it would have turned out. Now I'm wracking my brain and struggling to remember and preserve all the little pieces of contact I have had with her-- I haven't deleted any of Shelley's emails--but I'm afraid to read them-- I hope my responses we good-- I can't remember--which upsets me even more--not remembering everything-- I want to believe desperately that I was a good friend or even an acquaintance to her. But I don't know--and probably never will.
This documentary weighing on my mind was one of the reasons I had a hard time drawing this week-- that and having the worst stomach issues ever-- I still don't know if I am going to watch this... dateline does really good stories on people and I know they'll show how super cool she was-- but I'm afraid that it'll just make me more mad. :(

But yeah. Comic will resume on Monday-- because knowing that the comic made her, and makes other people really happy, is so worth it to me.